Adult ADHD Community Group
ADHD adult challenges and the conditions that occur with ADHD. A place for hope, education, inspiration, success and our support of one another as we move through life with Adult ADHD.
ADHD adult challenges and the conditions that occur with ADHD. A place for hope, education, inspiration, success and our support of one another as we move through life with Adult ADHD.
There is a study that was done some time ago, the MTA study - longitudinal study about ADHD and medications. Sorry I don't have the link right now, but you should be able to find it online.
Most importantly- document how your feeling each day, and when side effects appear so your doctor can adjust your medication accordingly!
Good luck!
The more you know about ADD, the more you will understand yourself, and more likely to have compassion for your mess and your complex life (and for others for being so slow).
I just joined the group today and I am warning you that I have a LONG response, but if you have time, please read it b/c I believe in support and although I've had ADHD all my life, I am new to the medication thing.
Again, I have had ADHD all my life and was re-diagnosed as having AD/HD (of the combined type) about five years ago. Because of my upbringing and the ignorance my parents and others had concerning ADHD, I was never on medications. I used to drown myself in books when I could just to try to self-medicate if you will, by trying to teach myself how to focus. I tried hard all my life to get my brain to function right, if you will. I was somewhat successful as I am an overachiever, but I have definitely had my struggles and the OLDER I get, the more I struggled.
I refused medication, treatment or ANY type of assistance (like extra time on test, etc) throughout high school, college, etc. As a result, my SAT and LSAT scores suffered and I was always short of being that HONOR roll student per say that my parents and everyone else expected me to be because they thought I was so smart because of how they felt I performed in school. They had NO IDEA how extra hard it was for me, the extra work I had to put in and master, or what my mind/brain went through trying to be successful (b/c I had this dream of being a lawyer since I was about 3 years old--after watching the Cosby show as a kid and miraculously, I can remember back to the age of 2).
At any rate, I start taking the extra time on test during my second year of law school but was still ANTI-medication because of the negative and ignorant thoughts of the people who surrounded me. I have taken the California Bar exam twice and was unsuccessful. The last time I missed it by 16 points and I had just had my 2nd child, experienced a lot of stress, my husband was hospitalized the 1st night of the 3 day exam (yes, in California, it's 3 days) and to miss it by 16 points hurt more then I can express.
A lot of people, no matter the state, are not successful on professional exams, be it the medical boards, dental boards OR the bar exam. So to miss the bar exam, specifically California's which is known to be the hardest in the country by only 16 points is not really a bad thing. However, it devastated me because it was like yet another hurdle for me on an exam that means EVERYTHING for my chosen profession. I even have been granted the extra time (time and a half) for the exam to even out the playing field sorta speak for me.
My best friend (my husband) knows how emotional and stubborn I am but suggested the medication of Adderall. He is a health professional who has a licensed DEA # to prescribe medicine and he is not one who likes to just give out medicine like that. However, he did the research and really believed it would help me. I am stubborn and have had ISSUES even debating taking any medications b/c I felt like I made it this far without it, why take it now. Plus, in all honesty, underneath the stubborn personality is the FEAR I had because of seeing the effects of things such as Ritalin on children who had ADHD like I did growing up.
Also I was afraid of "changing" b/c of the rumors associated with people NO LONGER acting like themselves, etc. You know I like myself so the thought of me no longer being me truly bothered me. Plus, I've read so many books on ADHD, have searched things through the internet, etc, and I have always been successful without medication so I rejected my husband's concern. He suggested this a few years back when I was in law school but again, I refused.
I got really scared with the birth of my 1st son, but he doesn't have it. I also got scared with the recent birth of my second son (who is 10 months today), BUT you know what, I have heard of SO MANY success stories since I have been an adult b/c I found out so many professionals, attorneys I went to law school with or fellow MDs or DDS my hubby was in school with had ADHD too and have been successful on medication. I recently stopped breastfeeding (which was my most recent excuse for NOT taking medication) and decided for myself and my boys (my hubby and 2 sons) that I would not keep blocking a potential blessing and at least try to see if it would make a difference. I was even told that the 16 points I missed would have definitely been straight had I been on medication.
2 weeks ago I took a EKG to make sure my heart was right and I had an abnormality shown in my left atrium. FEAR AGAIN and another reason to NOT take meds. I had a stress echo test done last week and I was fine. In fact, I did really well on the treadmill (running) part and I have been trifiling in terms of working out so I was very surprised, but relieved that at the age of 30, my heart was not trippen.
Friday, I had a physical and paps, along with a clean bill of health, so my primary physician prescribed me 30mg of Adderall. She knows I am very anti and scared, so she prescribed me a months worth, i.e., 30 pills to take 1 30mg pill a day. I just started yesterday and I was emotional and scared but I decided to take this on like a new challenge, a new chapter in my life and perhaps a new outlook on my situation. I feel like I am defeating myself and my family if this could be helpful but I refuse it out of ignorance, fear, and being stubborn.
So here I am, today is day 2.. Yesterday I cried and I was a bit emotional. I didn't feel a difference but I don't know if that is because my system wasn't used to it or because I had created a mental block because of my fears. So I decided I would take them between 7 and 9 am on the weekends and 5 and 6 during the weekday. I took it this morning and felt ENERGIZED if you will. I dropped my husband off at work by6am and took my boys to the babysitter by 6:30. I am supposed to be studying as we speak and see if there is a difference. I have so much energy and I am so excited about the new change because I still feel like me, but it's like I'm a little more alert. It is TOO soon to know how well this medication works for me, but I am encouraged, optimistic, and excited all at once.
I decided to join the support group because I'm sure others are out there like me who are new to medication or perhaps just a bit uneasy about having ADHD. I am finally at a point in my life where I embrace my ADHD and I am interested in seeing how the medication plays out for me.
My mother in law suggested I write a journal entry per day for my 30 day trial period to see how I felt and if there was truly a positive and significant change. I've taken her advice and I'm looking forward to my success. I believe this is a good thing and if it works, I will continue usage throughout my study preparations all the way through the bar exam. After the bar, I will only take as needed because we are looking at possibly having another child in a couple of years and I don't want to be on that type of medication during pregnancy.
At any rate, to the person who posed the question, I am told that medications are extremely helpful. I actually have worked with children with autism, ADD, and ADHD who were on medication and I have found a way to take my knowledge and help them and it seemed like their medication along with assistance from people like me or others who desire to tutor or teach really helped them out.
I've been told by other professionals that there world changed like the moment after they took it, they could not imagine how they had been getting along without it. Me personally, that has yet to be determined, but my thing is this, why not try and see?
I was VERY against it for myself (as you can tell by what i just shared) but you know, if it does not work for me, simple, I don't have to continue taking it. But why rob yourself of what could truly be life changing without at least taking the precautions and trying it for yourself. As many have said, individual results vary BUT thus far, I am not regretting the decision to get the assistance that is given to us in the form of medication.
Thanks for reading what I had to say. I need to go and study now, lol! You all have a blessed day.
You bring hope to me. I was that way, it took me 19 years to finish my AA at a CC for GE. I want to go into nursing, but so afraid I won't get the grade I need. Maybe there's hope for me yet :0)
I also read the book "Driven to Distraction" by Edward M. Hallowel, M.D. as recommended by my doctor. It was like reading about me! It's a great book that discusses everthing about ADHD including meds.
Keep in mind that not everyone responds to meds the same way or to specific meds the same way. I take Focalin and it has been a God send.
I also read the book "Driven to Distraction" by Edward M. Hallowel, M.D. as recommended by my doctor. It was like reading about me! It's a great book that discusses everthing about ADHD including meds.
Keep in mind that not everyone responds to meds the same way or to specific meds the same way. I take Focalin and it has been a God send.