Greetings, i've been seeking some way to be intuned towards myself without the need of sexual intercourse, there been times when its been easier than others, i've realized in most of my sexual practices its been to validate something i thought was missing within,, i know for me sex had a healing comfort so i thought, religion made me feel guilty society made me feel dirty, i didn't know from one minute to next whose voice i was hearing so i thought abstinence would bring clarity, learning the difference in being my sensual normal self an partaking in intercourse has been trying, whatever decision i make i want it to be authentic for me without the emotional bullying of other institutions, but mostly i wanna connect with someone that feeds my soul so i'm not relying on physical intimacy to create fulfillment,
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