Hi, I'm new here.
I started dating this wonderful guy in 2016 and before long we started having sex. Before him, I was a virgin, I had never gone all the way with any of the previous guys in my life. We plan to get married soon and I would love to abstain from sex until we get married. We have tried exercising self-control in the past but it has not worked so far.
I also masturbate from time to time, it happens maybe once in 4 months but I always feel so guilty afterward. I have tried to kick this habit for so many years now but it hasn't worked so far, whenever I think "I'm good now, I'm in control now" I slip. I am a Christian and I can't talk to my friends about it because I'm scared that they would judge me.
Please help me get through this
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