I wish i had a parent that wanted me and loved me all i ever wanted waz 2 b loved an wanted odr den dat i could care less about

I wish I had parents who would have allowed me to be an innocent child, preteen and teenager. Who would have allowed me to believe in Santa Clause, the Tooth Fairy and the Easter Bunny. Who would never have thought of a "nudist" lifestyle or talking about sexuality in front of their child. Who would have kept a harmonious home that was clean, no yelling or fighting ever, who would never have touched alcohol, who would have made sure I had the lessons I needed to let out my skills and talents early in life and supported me the whole way through. Who would have taught me about my family, allowed me to have access to my family on a regular basis, and who would have invited other parents and kids to our home on a regular basis and been popular and well liked in our community. Who would have stayed in the same place the whole time I was growing up, and made sure I was doing well in school with my teachers and other kids, who would have bought me good clothes to wear to school and made sure my hair looked good, accepted my friends and given me a great start in life.

And I wish I had parents who had both loved and wanted to stay with one another instead of one parent who wanted to come to a better country and have a better life, but then hated who she was with and was constantly wishing she was somewhere else with someone else.

I wish I had a mother who wanted me, who hadn't tried to abort me. A mother who never told me that she wished I was never born or that I was'nt wanted.

A mother who wasn't a tyrant when she drank who delighted in making fun of me in front of others and verbally attacking me with hurtful words.

A mother who never destroyed my self-esteem so badly that I hated myself as much if not more than she did. Which caused me to be vulnerable many times over to those who prey on broken people like I was.

I wish I'd had parents who or even just one positive person in my life growing up!

I wish I had parents who loved me, hugged me, kissed me, made me feel loved and didn't hurt me and created a normal home instead of a dysfunctional one.

I wish I had a parent who was understanding. It was like walking around on egg shells with my dad being around. I felt like I couldn't be myself at home, it was frustrating, but I was scared none the less. Affraid of him yelling at me and emotionally abuse me with his nasty words and remarks.

I had abusive parents, I use to wish that I came home to a non-yelling house, that wish didn't happen

Was proud of me when I brought home a report card filled with all A's instead of sending me to my room and doing without dinner for the next three days.

I thought we had to do one.

let's see:

I wish I had a parent who would have avoided getting pregnant since she never wanted kids.
I wish she had succesfully aborted me instead of forcing me to live to wait on her daily.
I wish she had even tried to be emotionally stable.
I wish I could have been valuable just once instead of in the way even on college graduation day.

Oh what is the use. I wish I had really died rather than survived. This life is filled with far too much pain.

Sunny, your post makes me very sad. I hope you are ok.

You are worthwhile Sunny and deserved to be valued! You were just unlucky enough to have parent/parents who obviously were not capable of the loving and nurturing that you deserved. Their behaviour is/was about them honey, not you!

Please, always remember this!

I am finding that therapy helps a lot, maybe you could consider this?

I wish you well, take care now

I wish I had just one parent who cared & loved me genuinely. to have a special bond I see with other parent relationships. I only hope my son and niece feel that's what they have with us. I was brought up unlovable and a slave to family wishes. My role model was t o NEVER end up like them. I always wished they loved me but I learnt very early this was just a dream, I wanted to go to a children's home and could never understand why they wouldn't lt me ,,,,obvious now. I never stopped hoping they would change but they didn't, so hats there choice and mine is to not end up like them.

I wished i had a parent dat would love me for who i am an not for wut i can or cant do

I wish I had a parent who loved me. Who encouraged me to do good.

...loved me.

......loved me and accepted the decisions I made for myself.