butterflyluvr

About Me

I am a 22 year old veterinary technician, I was dating an older man for about 4 years, on 1/2/2015 he committed suicide by shooting himself. his son found him, his son is close to my age. i feel paralyzed, shocked, betrayed, numb, angry, everything all at once. everywhere i look everything i do makes my heart and chest ache with pain..