chrissym59

About Me

I recently left my ex-husband (we were divorced in 91) because he admitted that he has been having an affair. We reconciled back in 94 after our divorce of 3 years but never remarried. He's had a sex/porn addiction for many years although he denies it. I started counseling and I'm determined to get on with my life. I do find it difficult at times dealing with it all. I've spent more than half my life with this man and he threw it all away. We have a 21 year old son. I am hurting but I know that I did the right thing by leaving. I'm so tired, and lonely and depressed but things seem to get better with each passing day. I'm going through the grieving process and will eventually try to figure out why I was addicted to and dependent on such a person. Right now I'm just taking it one day at a time and I'm looking forward to much better days and happier times because I know they are coming!