myonemylovemyall
Status: I feel I'm falling backward and trying to catch myself before it becomes too dark and I'm lost.
About Me
After 19 years of marriage I have suddenly lost the love of my life. He was the best man I\'ve ever known and the biggest blessing of my life and we both expressed our love constantly and with complete devotion. It was a very rare love. He my whole world and I feel like a hollow and broken in two. It seems there isn\'t an purpose or any joy without him. I try to keep it in or hide myself in this condition, but it seems to be getting worse rather than better and I\'m scared I won\'t be able to make it out of this hell. So I\'m looking for other in my predicament and to learn how they are managing their loss.
