sheree327

About Me

I have a very sunny disposition. No one would know that my heart was broken. Unless they look closely. And I have to say, I don\'t let people see me long enough to find out. I have two children, both estranged, but for different reasons. My immediate family is estranged as well, so I have no one close and family has always meant everything to me. I have two grandchildren, but everytime my daughter gets mad at me, they are not allowed to see me as well. The past three years, I am allowed to see her and the family in October, but by December, throws me away. My holidays are always spent working or alone, and I love the holidays. I always decorate as if expecting them to show up, but have no illusions now. It does bring me happiness to decorate and cook and my neighbors children love it. I am their 2nd grandmother. That brings me joy. Everyday, I get better, but occasionally take two steps back.