mewchat
Status: After making me want to die...hubby wants me back. Emotional overload
About Me
I try to be a really nice person but have fought so many demons from my past that I find it easier just to lie an not have to get involved. I lie to hide and avoid confrontation, I lie when I am scared and can\'t face repercussions. I lie when I fail, or when some one will think I fail. I guess I have no self esteem, but hey that is easy not to have when you grew up with an alcoholic father that told you how fat, ugly and useless you are every day. Now I just want change to save my marriage.
