Zombies?

I swear this journal is the only way I can keep calm. I know no one is reading it, but to just write down the shit I am feeling, feels good. Plus I hate keeping diary's, so I guess this is the closest thing to that. haha So excuse my daily posts of rants and whatnot. lol

As I am sitting here watching the walking dead marathon preparing for tonight, I realize life could be worse; you could be a zombie. hahaha

I'm actually getting back to hanging out with friends and laughing with my sister. So that's a good thing, but I still feel like I'm faking it. Things will get better, which is my only hope. It might not be tomorrow, or the next day, but in a matter of months or even years I sure as hell hope it gets better.

I'm eating gluten free everything, and its nasty. Everything I usually eat, I can't. And i'm eating wheat everything too. I can't even have goldfish :( Wheat goldfish are not the same. But then I think about what it is going to do to help my skin and I couldn't be more ecstatic. It will change everything, I know it.

This post is really bipolar and has no point to it, but that's just kinda my mood right now.