Zombie arms...

The holidays are like zombie arms reaching out of the ground pulling me back into my past.  I'm trying to stay in front of it ... trying to stay positive .... but it seems that my brain has different ideas.  I've been waking up in the middle of the night again.  Thinking, praying ... the old routine.  Amazing how a simple season can be such a trigger.  For most it's a joyous time of year ... for me ... not so much.  Oh well.  Gotta keep my chin up.  The New Year will be here soon enough.