Ze blahs.

Still no AF, and it's CD50. I'm starting to worry that stress is what's causing her to be a no-show, but at the same time, that spark of hope has been reignited that maybe it was just too soon and I got a false negative. Ugh, now I'm stressing about being stressed (and yet I didn't feel stressed before Friday).
My mum has been telling me since the beginning of my journey that her sister never tested positive for pregnancy until she was 5 months. I thought she just meant on HPTs, but no. The only way my aunt knew she was pregnant was by ultrasound. Blood tests came back negative until she was 5 months pregnant. Apparently she has ultra low hormones.
I go see my family doc tomorrow afternoon about my A1C results and the glucose testing he wants me to do. I'm going to discuss insulin resistance as well. I think maybe I'll do some research on diabetes tonight. I don't want to hear that I have it, but with my weight and family history, I'm positive I'll be diagnosed with it one of these days.
The pulling feeling in my lower right abdomen has now become the occasional shooting pain. It's nothing intense, but I'm now seriously worried I may have a cyst. I'm going to call my RE's office in the morning and see if I can get an ultrasound done to check that out before my appointment with my RE in 2 weeks.
Other than that, I have nothing new to report. Hope you ladies are having a good week!

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CaliCutie81
CaliCutie81

In 2011 I didn\'t have a period from February until November and that was induced with Provera, then I didn\'t have another one until the following March, again brought on by Provera, it was another 3 months after that I finally got my period on my own!!! So I totally get how frustrated you must be!!!
I am so sorry that you are having to deal with this, it sucks that our bodies aren\'t working right and sometimes it feels like there is nothing we can do about it!
I hope you get the answers you need at your upcoming appointments!
calladreams
calladreams

Before taking the Letrozole, my cycles used to be between 62 and 72 days. I\'m frustrated with my body thinking that maybe I developed a resistance to the Letrozole and it\'s no longer working. I\'m also frustrated with everyone around me going \"Well, maybe you are pregnant and it\'s a false negative!\"
PolkaDotGirl
PolkaDotGirl

Ugh- I\'m sorry you\'re dealing with all this! I can relate to AF not showing up. I went almost a year and a half without seeing that bitchface. It\'s so frustrating that our bodies can\'t just be \"normal.\" Hope your upcoming appointments bring you some answers hun!
CaliCutie81
CaliCutie81

I used to get the same comment from people and finally I got to the point where I wanted to say yeah and maybe I can poop rainbows out my ass!!! I ended up finding those comments patronizing!
I can\'t remember....are you using the Letrozole with a trigger shot!??! Or just waiting for you body to ovulate on its own? The reason I ask is because I don\'t ovulate on my own so without the trigger shot, the eggs just kick it and turn into cysts for me instead of releasing which then delays my cycle.
calladreams
calladreams

I was just using Letrozole. I seemed to ovulate on my own with the Letrozole. Without meds I just don\'t ovulate.

I technically have one more cycle of the Letrozole to do, but I don\'t think I\'ll be doing it. I think it\'s time to move on to IUI when I can afford it.
polydoly13
polydoly13

I guess I was wondering if you maybe had a cyst - I\'m pretty sure those can prevent you from cycling, but then again you said that in the past it has been 60-70+ days in the past, so maybe your body is just rebeling. I\'m sorry, this has got to be so frustrating, but I\'m glad you have a plan to move forward and get some answers. Keep the journal entries coming.