Yvonne.

Hey all.  Thought it was about time i wrote a journal.  Urm firstly i have lost a very dear friend from suicide. Yvonne was such a dear friend and i miss her so much. Im trying to tell myself that she is now at peace.  She has been suffering for such a long time and was in so much pain so i like to think of her in heaven and feeling peace and love for the first time in ages. That does help me i think, but you know how it is when you just think you just didnt do or say enough and you should have been there more often when she needed me.  Anyway i just wish i could talk to her husband and tell him how sorry i am and just talk with him for a while.  I just wish shed talked to me.

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Oh, dear...I wondered if there was something huge you were dealing with! This has never happened to me...I\'m afraid I\'m at a loss for words. The only thing I know is that she knows you loved her...I do believe strongly in an afterlife, lots of experiences have told me there is one...and there is peace there. I can tell you loved her very much. Hugs, darlin...
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will you please talk to me tomorrow? I think you could use a shoulder to cry on.
love you Dear
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I had this happen to only because it was in my own arm that my best friend died from suicide. I hope you are well.
Luv ya,
Kari