Yvonne.

Hey all.  Thought it was about time i wrote a journal.  Urm firstly i have lost a very dear friend from suicide. Yvonne was such a dear friend and i miss her so much. Im trying to tell myself that she is now at peace.  She has been suffering for such a long time and was in so much pain so i like to think of her in heaven and feeling peace and love for the first time in ages. That does help me i think, but you know how it is when you just think you just didnt do or say enough and you should have been there more often when she needed me.  Anyway i just wish i could talk to her husband and tell him how sorry i am and just talk with him for a while.  I just wish shed talked to me.