Youve Graduated?! So What!!!
"Many things which cannot be overcome when they are together yield themselves up when taken little by little." – PlutarchI ran into a couple snags as I am building the online store front back up to what it was. That is ok because really that was expected. I allotted time for any setbacks but at this point I am going to be about a week behind. Time is money. I have yet to hear back from my dad after that voice mail I left him letting him know I graduated. It was expected that I wouldn’t hear from him. I know that with this I just can’t walk away without saying something. Any normal parent that gave a damn would have called back. This just confirms everything I always knew. Frankly, it sucks. Such is life though. That whole ordeal just makes me miss Grammie even more. What will I say? There is so much I want to say but is it worth my breath? Most likely not. I want to be able to be a part of his life…I want to be someone he gives a damn about…but realistically that’s not going to happen. Out of sight and out of mind for him. I don’t exist. It hurts to know that I am that easily forgotten. Honestly my expectations aren’t much- not anymore. I expect all of this. However, it’s time to voice myself. As he used to say “the squeaky wheel always gets the oil.” Does it? I guess we will see. Now what to say….so much to think about. ~Bright Blessings~Rea