Your Pain, My Pain, Our Pain
Mammagram and MRI at a different hospital, so having to wai on results. Oh well, probably MRI will be okay and MAMMAGRAM TOO SO just keep going..legs are heavy and weak now. Seems pain in feet not as bad. I told my friend I would go to lunch Wed but forgot that I have not been driving since the pins and needles afraid it wii have a bad reaction and will not be able to brake. Will decide tomorrow.. Just wish for a day month or a long time for nothing to be wrong. Wish my gum would heal 2 1/2 years now. Now feet, back, legs. And as far as I know I do not have a serious disease so can you imagine the pain can we patients, or MS or any long term illness get so tired of pain. Just know that has to be rough. Of course the pain I have in my feet Ken used to describe his to me and it brings back all he went through. How can one move forward when they are being reminded in their own bodies seem to be going through some of the same problems yet not as bad I am sure. So tired of the gums not healing and constant bitter like tast..just have some answer would be better than trying to figure it out..guess I am just compaining today..so many hurts, so much pain people go through. I read this on FACEBOOK somethink like we have things happier so God can make us stronger..I am as strong as I really want to be..or I have heard God chose us cause he knew we were strong enough..to hang on...I don't want to be stronger. I am as strong as I can be . Will be or want to be..I do not feel stronger for what I have gone through, I feel weaker, tired, sicker, so really don't think God is doing this to make us anything. I believe in God..I trust him not to bring bad on me or others,but I do not feel bad if it makes other have a reason to why things happen..it would be nice to have some goo things and be out of pain..
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I am so sorry that you are having to endure so much pain. I\'m with you in that I don\'t think this makes us stronger either. Hope you get some answers and relief soon. Hugs, Paula
Hoping for only good news, relief from all pain, and understanding by others. Life can be very bleak, when facing all this alone. Thank G-d, we are with you. Tight hugs, Abby
I am glad you are sharing your feelings. You have been through a lot. I get frustrated when I am told that we are only given the load we can carry. I too do not feel strong. Since losing Lisa, I have struggled to keep my head above water. And you my dear have the physical pain to contend with, in addition to losing Ken. So please do not apologize for expressing how you feel. Let it all out because we understand.
I hope the results of your tests are good and
I hope you are able to get out for lunch!!
Love and tight hugs,
Marlene
Thinking of you, my sweet friend!
Warm, comforting hugs to you. xxx
I wish things were better for you and I understand your feelings. Peace, Kathy
Hope you feel better soon. Pain is no fun.
I do hope you improve very soon. As for the saying God only gives us what we can handle, please I have been handling things for a long time and am tired of handling everything thrown at me.
We will endure TOGETHER.
big hugs
Penny