Your love sent
in each ones responses, i can feel your love, the pain you feel not just for me but for yourself and all moms who endure this horrible life we have been given. I wrote this cause yes I worry about me right now to. I think of sucidide yet I try to tell myself that is no answer. I too remrmber when some of us came here about the same time and the struggles we were going through and still go through. I am sorry for those who came before or have come after me oh how none of us moms deserve this pain. I so appreciate each of you, love you for caring, giving me strength. We had no Christmas this year. No family together for the holidays maybe that has brought me to my low point right now. I don't know. I know each of you miss your child as much as I do and wish I had words to help. All i know is to hold tight, pray if you can, it seems my faith is drifting so far away right now. All seems so difficuld. I so love each of you that has shared. I will remember I am not alone in this. I have all of you and each of you know my pain as i know yours. Much love to you all
Love you my wonderful son Ken. So loved, so missed. I just want to hear your your voice. I love you ,mom. I love each of you moms. Thanks for writing. Prehaps it will help my strength to come back some. Love Sandi
Please forgive my speeling as my eyes flow with tears
Love you my wonderful son Ken. So loved, so missed. I just want to hear your your voice. I love you ,mom. I love each of you moms. Thanks for writing. Prehaps it will help my strength to come back some. Love Sandi
Please forgive my speeling as my eyes flow with tears
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Sandi,I have missed you and just want you to know that we are all here for you. Don\'t forget us....I find the more I share, the better I feel. Love ya, Connie
Sandi, I understand and share the pain of losing a son. You can message me any time you need a friend. It helps us all, to know that we are not alone.
(((HUGS)))...Julia
Love and hugs to you and Ken. Marlene
The island of grief and loss can be such a lonely one so that is why FMO is such a blessing as we connect and share our hearts. Please know that we are here for you as you are for us and keep reaching out to share what you are feeling. It always makes me feel lighter to know that I have been heard and understood even though there are not solutions or fixes to this, yet we can heal together.
Standing beside you dear Sandi and feeling your heart. YOU matter so keep being here now, in this present moment and try not too look too far behind or ahead. Just this day and just this moment... Inhaling, exhaling and lots of deep sighs and pauses... This helps me SO much to return to my breath again and again.
Loving care,
XO Joanie
Sandi, this is such a painful journey. Be as gentle as you can on yourself. Tight hugs and much love to you and Ken, Linda
Sometimes we just need to take one moment at a time, in order to get through each day. It was Christmas, then new year, and then my birthday, so I am also in a deep dark hole at the moment. If only heaven had visiting hours!
Loving hugs xoxo