Your everything I am nothing

I wish I was your lover I wish I was your manI wish  that you loved me backI want to hold your handI want to kiss you sweetlyLift your head when you are sadI Want to be your husbandThe one and only manI wish you really loved mewanted to be my wife I wish that I could spend with youMy whole entire lifeI wish that we where togetherI wish that I was strongBut being here without youI cant keep holding on I cant  keep on dreamingHoping for your loveYou are everything I want I place nothing aboveBut it is just a dream A dream that I cant haveI am just a lost boy I am not a manYou have many moreI have no one else You are my only loveI am stuck in hell I am stuck wishing Hoping things where rightBut just like meIt is all wrong Just like me and my lifeI will just end it Say goodbye to it allI hope you are happy Once and for allI hope that you find a real loveI could have given you that  But I know in the endYou like the rest would have turned your back.