You're remembered
Was checking facebook and it was so nice to see that you were remembered. We all miss you so much. You were so special to Aunt Well since Addison was born the month after you died. You and Addison were suppose to be special cousins and do many things together. Whenever, I see Addison, I think that you would be doing the things she does. You would be such a "little man", talking, walking, probably running, putting puzzles together, hugging a sock monkey and always giving us those big smiles. My firend at work gave me a sock monkey ornament for Christmas because she knows that whenever I see a sock monkey I think of you. Addison is very smart and has a mind of her own. If you don't keep your eye on her she will get into trouble and if you were here she would probably get you into trouble too!Love you James!
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oohh! hanging in there ckdeedee i know its had to see those at the same age as he would of been. I had three cousins that were pregnate when i was of JJ. Its still very had to go to their birthday parties but you got to be strong.
I avoid babies the same age as Kendal would be like the plague... especially if they are girls. However, there is a new friend of my son\'s whose little brother is the same age as Kendal would be and I am able to hold him now. It\'s just something we are going to have to live with and always wonder what are babies would be doing.
My neice was born 2 months before Matthew. She was Andrew\'s practice baby to see if he would take to a new baby. As hard as it is to be reminded of what his stages would be, I sure do love my niece. She is very special to me. She is my little reminder of what my boy would be. I am so grateful for her and I think my kids get jealous of that sometimes. But they were to be the special cousins. I love babies and she gives me my fill until the wonderful day I can bring home another one.
It\'s so hard not to compare babies so close to age with our angels. It makes our hearts sting with pain. But I\'m sure James is watching over his lil\' cousin with lots of love. Hugs.
sending you love hunny!