You need to stop
You need to stop crying, to stop rethinking, to stop what ifing, just to freaking stop thinking about what this guy did.
Maybe the signs were there but you didn't see them. Maybe you thought that after he'd introduced you to his friends that you were going in the right direction.
You made him too big in your life now you feel purposeless but he is a shit! He lied. You didn't. He was the one who said I don't know how to be in a relationship! I prefer to be alone. I think I'm single inside. Yet he's back on OKCupid trolling. He's a fucking jerk. He knew the full extent of your feelings and he said some truly horrible things during the last conversation. Sure he apologised but he SAID them.
STOPPPPPP for heaven's sake stop. Get out of bed, eat, LIVE. It's your life and he cannot screw it up anymore.
Stop making the same mistakes. Men cannot make you happy - you need to find you and be happy with you. So what if you're 44 and want a husband and family and it hasn't happened. Maybe it's not God's plan for you. Who knows. But for heaven's sake stop making yourself sick because that's what you're doing. He was over you before he told you. He had already checked out before he informed you.
JUST STOOOOPPPPPP.
I feel so alone and so ashamed. I can't tell anyone what really happened and it's killing me. But I need to STOOOPPPPP! Rise above. This CANNOT break me.
Maybe the signs were there but you didn't see them. Maybe you thought that after he'd introduced you to his friends that you were going in the right direction.
You made him too big in your life now you feel purposeless but he is a shit! He lied. You didn't. He was the one who said I don't know how to be in a relationship! I prefer to be alone. I think I'm single inside. Yet he's back on OKCupid trolling. He's a fucking jerk. He knew the full extent of your feelings and he said some truly horrible things during the last conversation. Sure he apologised but he SAID them.
STOPPPPPP for heaven's sake stop. Get out of bed, eat, LIVE. It's your life and he cannot screw it up anymore.
Stop making the same mistakes. Men cannot make you happy - you need to find you and be happy with you. So what if you're 44 and want a husband and family and it hasn't happened. Maybe it's not God's plan for you. Who knows. But for heaven's sake stop making yourself sick because that's what you're doing. He was over you before he told you. He had already checked out before he informed you.
JUST STOOOOPPPPPP.
I feel so alone and so ashamed. I can't tell anyone what really happened and it's killing me. But I need to STOOOPPPPP! Rise above. This CANNOT break me.
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Still struggling, why does it hurt so much! Why does he not care? How could he move on so quickly after what we shared? Was I living in a fantasy???????