You know what else? Its my life and its my decision!

Its amazing how God answers my prayers. It may not be the answer I was expecting but it is an anwer and I know He knows best. I have been asking God to help me confront and overcome this need I have to get others approval.  So what does God do? He puts me into situations that force me to to follow my own path. Thank You God!
My thinking is I seek others approval because I don't approve of myself. How screwed up is that thinking. I have done things in the past that didn't make me happy and resentment would set in. This, of course, only further my disapproval of myself. Well my thinking is changing.
I believe (based on past experiences) God knows exactly what He is doing. He knows when I am ready to take the next step on my journey. I am definitely ready. I can feel my emotions telling me "enough is enough". "Its my turn to live my life the way I want too".
Yep!! My turn!