yesterday was a very Bisey day ...
we went to the city I had an apointment with my phicitrist ..it went well .i told him about my h being so sick ..and told him I went through a bit of a rough time ...but that I was ready to look after him ...I felt strong ......than we went shoping at Michele's ...I needed some oil paints ..and some better ..crostiching fabric ...the one I am using is driving me ....I am ripping out more that I am sticking ...I do my owen pater and ....the holes were not even ....and now that I got the new fabric ...I was just getting ready to do my picture ..and I can't find my thread ..it isent in my bag ...si I am. frustrated right now ...giving my self a migrain ...so I am on the couch ..relaxing talking to you ....well that's today ..not yesterday ...so than we went out to lunch but not till after 2:00 ....because it took me a while to find everything I wanted ...so my h got tired and went and weaited in the car ...so by the time I got to. a and w I was having a low ..I amd dibetic ....nothing worse than that feeling ....I had lunch but I had to have a package of sugar...to help me get better ...........then we had one e more stop in towen for some gericories ....than home ...my h did good ....he was just a bit tired ....he started the truck and was just going to sit in it a while to get the baterie charged up .....he changed the dog rope ..and he came in ...and out daughter calls she is stuck in the city she has bought these two deskes and she can't get them into her car .......so this time we get into the truck go back into the city ...and bring her desks back to her house and we visited for a cupple of hours ....I could see my h was tired ....so he went to bed early .....but ..two rides to the city is to much for me so I was up late with a migrain but it wasent to bad ..so that was good .......I get up this morning ....and ...no h ......he got up early and went out for coffee with the boys ....I went to sit at the computer and play some of my new music and right on top is how to make your owen will kit .........so he was looking at that ...but we schould do that any way ..it just ...made me stop ..what I was doing when I saw it .....so I called him on his cell ...and he is paying bills and picked up my pills ....he schould be home soon ....than I will see how he is ....if he looks tired I am making him take a nape ....if not he said he will help me find my thread for my crostiching .....he dident wake me up this morning because he knew I was up late with a migrain ...and no mater what I tell him ...he will not get me up in the morning ..if I was sick the night befor ............I will be happy when he gets home to get my hugs .....and loving ..........I am so blessed .....to have him in my life ....and to have ....our children and grandchildren ...to love ....when we were at our daughters two of her kids were there to ....well they aren't kids any more ..the oldest is 20 a boy and the youngest is 14 ....a girl ......I wasent missing out on that visit because the migrain ..was bothering me ....I could suffer ..more later ...lol .....take care .averyone ....love you all and I keep you all in my prayers .....God bless ..... ..
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Musk when I am worried I can\'t find a thing. The more a look the I get stressed and then the headache. Low blood sugar is a problem I have. I just forget to eat and my husband reminds me. I am not diabetic and don\'t take meds. I just need to eat and not let my blood sugar drop or I get shaky and cranky. Yours is serious with medicine.
I know you are concerned about the will but you are looking at it in the right way. We made one along time ago. I didn\'t want to think about it but my husband insisted. Somehow for me a will just made me afraid something would happen. With your husband being sick I see where this would bother you.
When my husband was very sick my sons kept reminding me of the magnet on my refrigerator. It is \"Let go Let God\" I wish I could tell you I did. I was much like you. I was his shadow. Eat this, do this, and as protective as a mama bear.
Your husband getting out with friends for coffee is good medicine.
love and light
Hello my friend - I am glad you are taking care of your craft as I think you (like me) find comfort in the using of the hands.
The process of life, bit by bit -- much well wishes to you and all of your two and four footed :)
hippyone .........I am the same when I am worried ...or have to much on y mind I can\'t find things ....I have to calm dowen .sleep on it ..and in the morning I usualy find it right away ..and I did just that ..so I am much less stressed ...I think I just had to long of a day .......my mom and my grandmother and sister and me all had that problem that we had to eat on time or we would get low blod suger we just dident know what it was my grand mother called it ...wiggy ..so that is what we all caled it ..lol .....than therr years befor I got dibeties ...that stoped .....I was shocked to see the will kit out ...because I knew it was put away so he had to go looking for it .....and it made me ..nurvice of how he felt ...like maby I schould be more worried ...I asked him about it he said ...he had goten it out but hadent looked at it yet ..we are going to do it together ....we schould of done it a long time ago ....to make sure our kids got what we had and it isent to much ...but with a will the government taks it ...to me that is robberie.....I have put it in gods hands .....my h lisened to me for all of .3 days ...to see how the pills affected him .....but you can\'t keep him dowen ..he can\'t stay still for very long ..so I have learned when to make him take naps and when to let him do what he wants .....it still bothers me ....and I know that going for coffee at 5 and 6 in the morning with the boys is good for him ...I am not as social as he is ....and I think you are right it is good medicen for him ....lol .....take care ...God bless .......................................................................................kindmirrow .........you are right about the crafts ..I need them ...they comfort me and are healing ...I forget what you do ...I oil paint ..use acrylics ...and have tried many other ...typs of ...arts like pen and ink ..I am doing cross sticheing ..but do my owen paterens and only use the x stich ........thankyou for your ..good wishes and thankyou for reading my post ..take care ...God bless