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Well let just start off by sayin I cant sleep right now which I have no clue why,  but o well Ill write a journal, I think the last time I wrote one was the day before Emilys, my exs birthday, it was also one of my good friends birthdays too on the same day, so the last couple of years I would obviously spend this day with my girlfriend so I finally got to hang out with him. WEll we made plans to take a trip up to philadelphia which is like a half hr away and go to a bar/ club which is my favorite things to do. since it was his bday I offered to be the DD in my dads truck, which could fit 6 people in there so it was him and his new girlfriend there and two of my other close friends and a new girl to me i only talked to her on the phone never seen her, so it was techquianally our first date of meetin.  How smart of an idea this was to bring her around 2 other single guys and go to a place where we would have to dance, which I absolutely hate, was prolly not the best idea for a first date thingie or whatever it was. So I picked this girl up 1st and she was very beautiful lemme tell u, she is from columbia so she is exactly my type short with dark hair and dark eyes I was very happy, but she has only been to the US for 10 months, she is in college over here and truthfully she sounds really good for only being over here less than a year, I couldn't tell. srry back to my story,well in the about 20 minute drive to my friends house it was a pretty good drive where we got to kno one another and found out some stuff, when we got to my friends house they were already drinkin so we waited there and drank a lil more, I had only one beer cuz I was nervous.  Cuz tht is usually how to get me talkin and loosen up but I only had one since I was driving cuz i dont drink and drive anymore, tht night was the 1st time I have done even one beer since.  Well after they all had there coupledrinks we decided to finally leave, we all piled in my truck, with her  sittin next to me and my one friend in the front, who was adopted from columbia so they talked some cuz of tht factor. when we finally got ther  parked we all got out and started going to the club/bar we got half way there and the birthday boy stopped so we kept walkin until he called us back only to say he forget his wallet, which was a bad thing cuz even tho it was his 25th bday, he astill looks like a lil baby and we knew he couldnbt get in. he was very very mad and he kept APPologizin for bein dumb and causin us to leave and me to drive all tht way for nothin.  The drive was not a problem but since we had to go all the wayy bck and it was gettin late by the time we would get anywhere everytrhin would be closed, we decided just to go back to my friends house and drink and play beer pong. as soon as we got back the girl i brought was getting tired so i offewred to take her home and she agreed, so we talked some more on our ride home which was nice.  well this story made pretty much no sense so im srry if any of yall even read it to the end cuz sometimes when a journal is too long i try and break it up, but since i have the brain injury i usually forget to come back. well i jus talked to her earlier today and she agreed to go on another date this time i will jus take her privately not a big group thingie, so im very happy about tht. but i hope i didnt just jinx all this and mess it up like usually happens whenever i tALK about this kinda stuff. Srry for tAkin up ur time if any of yall stuck around. another basic pt was tht I was happy tht all my friends got together to celebrate his bday, it was a good time minus one minor klil detail, which turned out to be good for me cuz I really dont dance, esp sober I def dont and my one boy is a snake man he even told me he was gonna try and take her. lil bastard. which is why i wont bring her around til i get better with her. Once again srry God bless everyone time for sleep finally i have to be up in a lil for dam class at 8 boo.