Yearning for a fantasy world

Sometimes reality is just too hard. It hurts, and i hate it. I hate this world with all it's pains, my life, and most of all, me. Everything is too overwhelming, it's all too much. I just want to go into a fantasy and never wake up. I just want to leave this place and body and go to something better. The show Dollhouse got it right i think. Peace in between adventures (and horrible stresses) which you would then forget. Live in a beautiful spa, so beautiful, where no worries of hurting, responsibility, fear, or any pain at all. Living in the moment. Complete serenity. I want to go away so bad-i am so utterly uncomfortable in reality.