Yeah I will find a lover but he's not gonna be PERFECT.

So what I have been going through in the past few months or more, I have this friend who introduced me to this guy who is her boyfriends best friend. So then she gave me his number and I started texting him. Soon we texted each other and we were just friends. About a month later, I told my dad about the guy I have been texting. I even showed him what he looked like and he said that he wanted me to get a more attractive and educated guy. And one day he texted me and asked if I wanted to go to the movies with him and I told him I had school. He also told me that my friend and her boyfriend are going too. My dad told me that he wasn't gonna let me be alone with that guy. I said what in the world? I got very frustrated. I also have a problem of trusting people too quickly and being a bit naive. I mean it's not like he's perfect!! The ideal guy that my dad want me to go out with. I also told my dad that I'm not gonna marry him the next day god dammit! I'm just trying to experiment and go on a first date. I'm fed up with being overprotected. The guy also wanted to meet me on New Years. My dad told me the same thing. I hate my life. My life sucks. It really sucks to Be me. My dad expects me to find a guy who goes to school with me. He told me that he wants me to care for my future with a guy who is responsible. Then I started to calm down a bit and come to my senses. I don't want to take any risks.