yeah, I am home !!!

Just walked in the door and unloaded my stuff and my dog. Came to DS before I even went to see my bf.I had a quick panic  one hour before leaving work. I thought I do not want my life to be as it was before I left. I  then realized that I get to recreate it and am looking forward to it. Had a lot of time to think about what I want and do not want. I am leaving some of my life behind and some friends possibly. You know how your life develops and you just follow what has come before you out of habit and that includes friends also. Some of my friends I thinks are friends of habit and not so much substance. I think I staarted a growth spirt when I went on my cross country trip in March . Since then I am putting things in my life that I would not do normally. It is scary but that is the life that I used to know. Full of inspiration and enthusiasm. I want it back. So many more thoughts but no time now.