ya o well

well today started of kinda rough, having to get up at 7 in the morning to go to my 1st class of the semester. A&P nd found out it was gonna be very hard like i expected it would be tho. well i realized tht this class was gonna be a shitload of work, but hopefully ill be ok tho. then my day started gettin better as i went to ythe Y with a good friend of mine which i havent done in a while. we only stayed there for like a half hour, but it was still a good workout. then i went to my old high schools track with my other friend nd was able to run 2 miles. then we stretched nd did a whole bunch of other stuff too. so after i did all tht i felt very very good nd very very tired tho. so i took a short lil nap then prepared all my things for the phillies game i went to with a group of friends, who I considered my god friends who I grew up with. but since my crash they have been driftin farther nd farther apart. so all in all it has been a mess tryin to stay friends with these people, i have had to drink more to keep my friendship alive with them nd im not making any sence here, jus rambling im sorry. but we have been goin to sporting events all summer nd whatnot so tonight we went to a phillies game usually we have been having good times at these games. Tonights game was ok the phillies but i was sooo tired, i drove them all up there nd as we were leaving my one friend who i considred one of my better friends before the crash. well he is a lil stupid nd i dunno if i was sooo tired nd i was easily irrated or something. but we were in the car leaving nd I jumped on him for being dumb with somethin plus he was very drunk. So I was gettin a lil angry at his dumbass. he was complain as to y I was gettin soo serious then went on to say this is y I dont hit u up anymore, which he never does the only reason i went to this game was cuz our equal friend invited me. then he kept goin nd sayin tht this is y emily left me nd stuff like tht.i mean its been almost a year nd a half since we broke up so tht really didn't affect me too much but it did a lil cuz tht was coming from my one time bestfriend. but i dunno i think im done with them punks, i mean they are still bad for me nd they never really grown up they are still doin the same bad things they have been doin since they were teens. i mean wat does it take for them to realize tht they need to stiop drinkin nd drivin. cuz there supposed best friend( me) almost died in a car crash. One of there sisters killed someone in a drunk drivin crash nd spent 5 years or somethin in jail. most of them have a DUI nd 2 of them have 2 DUIs nd they still haven't learned man. I dunno they are jus dumb as sht O well sorry for rambling here, but it did help a lil. ahhhhhhhhhh I jus wanna yell.I do have an anger problem but it just tht these people anger me soo. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh