Ya gotta laugh....

Well, after reading my last journal entry.  I kinda feel like I should at least try to laugh before someone slaps a net over me and carts me off! :o) I actually feel better.  I've been taking the BuSpar my former neuro's office dained to give me.  I've been taking it almost a month!  Guess their idea of "good" medicine is making a patient suffer (and I DO mean suffer) with anxiety for the time it takes for BuSpar to kick in.  IT WAS HELL!  God forbid these jackasses give me temporary Xanax to relieve the anxiety.  How benevelent of them to throw the meds at me they did.  I guess when you have no insurance in America.  You get what you get.  Well, I HAVE insurance now, and I don't intend to let some quack with a "certificate" who calls herself a "professional" or "MS specialist" call the shots on MY mental health!  That kinda of "wait and see while you slowly die on a gurney" medicine doesn't work for gunshots wounds NOR does it work for psychological health.BTW-I would LOVE to say this is an ethnic thing, but its not.  This transcends race, this is about our crappy healthcare system.....now address THAT...politicians!WOW! This is me on BuSpar....YIKES!  ;O)