xmas

did it again. so tired really did i really think it was gonna turn out differently. no way. i have a brain but sometimes i choose to sit on it. why do i care so much for others more than i care for myself. i actually thought this one was different. yup not so much...and to really make my week my sister called me freaking out because her partner was lying to her about me texting her. the woman tried to kill herself two months ago so we became closer. i only text to see how she is doing mentally. apparently she got the wrong idea so once again the shit has hit the fan and my sis kicked her and son out. so now no christmas at there house. no place to go

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MsTeriLyn
MsTeriLyn

It\'s not that you care so much for others, than you care for yourself....you don\'t quite care for yourself enough so you can view others properly. (Hug) What you are seeing is that you haven\'t taken the time to get to know yourself; to see your grace, your love and your faults and weaknesses. You still haven\'t embraced the full throttle, totally amazing, vulnerable, scared, tough, realistic, romantic Ali ~ that you are :O/
You are still posting about what others are doing to you and how other have the wrong idea. When you begin to embrace ALI for who she is; what she stands for; and Make It Happen for Herself ~ the outside world will take on a new meaning. Again My Sister ~ it\'s time to embrace Yourself. To step away from outside relationships and embrace the one you MUST have with yourself (hug)
deleted_user
deleted_user

I second that, MsTeriLyn.
alijoezack
alijoezack

thank you