X POSTED A MILLION, PSYCHOSIS A TRILLION
Sick of looping psychosis, obsessive thoughts, greedy demons. My so called "mental health", or lack there of, in general.
Can somebody tell me how SICK they are of constant voices, urges and impulsive actions?
I cannot seem to clear my head.
People are following me...at least, that's what the government wants me to think.
They send me for a week to the looney bin. You think it would help. It does. It helps for 2 weeks, then I lose again. I ALWAYS FUCKING LOSE.
Abilify helps for a certain amount, a certain amount of time.
Suggestions for BETTER, more HELPFUL anti-psychotics? Nothing seems to help. Nothing helps my head get better.
This drug addiction/alcoholism certainly doesn't...and that is a BIG factor.
But if I don't have that, ....my head says, I have just cigarettes and coffee. I don't want to smoke cigarettes anymore. I would like to drink more tea.
I would like NOT to be a MESS for once.
A pile of neurotic SHIT.
Does anyone have a heart left that can HEAR ME OUT?
Signed,
Deathly Agitated and Hopeless
Can somebody tell me how SICK they are of constant voices, urges and impulsive actions?
I cannot seem to clear my head.
People are following me...at least, that's what the government wants me to think.
They send me for a week to the looney bin. You think it would help. It does. It helps for 2 weeks, then I lose again. I ALWAYS FUCKING LOSE.
Abilify helps for a certain amount, a certain amount of time.
Suggestions for BETTER, more HELPFUL anti-psychotics? Nothing seems to help. Nothing helps my head get better.
This drug addiction/alcoholism certainly doesn't...and that is a BIG factor.
But if I don't have that, ....my head says, I have just cigarettes and coffee. I don't want to smoke cigarettes anymore. I would like to drink more tea.
I would like NOT to be a MESS for once.
A pile of neurotic SHIT.
Does anyone have a heart left that can HEAR ME OUT?
Signed,
Deathly Agitated and Hopeless
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