Wyatts Headstone

Well after almost a full year, they (the cemetary) finally put in Wyatts headstone. I will post a picture. I dont know if you all remember but I wanted to put a little boy fishing on his headstone and they would not allow it. They said it wasnt religous enough. As I was devistated about that because that is what he would have been doing with his daddy we found a picture of a angel to use that was on a book that we read to Payton to explain to her where her brother was.  As I see the headstone its nice but its just not what I wanted for our son.   I was only granted one decision for him and the cemetery took that away from me. I still am very bitter about that also about the fact that it took them a damn year to get it in. We lost him in July and they put in in in May. It shouldnt take that long. But you know we should have had to put one in at all.  It was weird when my husband said he went to see it first and said it looks really nice I think you will like it. I just lost it and started crying I didnt want to like it.   I wanted to have our son here not a stone with his name on it.  So I went to see it on Memorial day and I could not stop crying. It was the most I have cried since we buried him.  I just felt lost and almost like it was so final now since his stone was there.   I miss you Wyatt.