Wrong...

 You ever get into a mood the makes your thoughts wonder? The mood isn't good but it not exactly bad. You're kind of just there...... And those thoughts could mess up your life or make your life better. I'm in that place right now. But....I don't know if my thoughts will ruin my life or not. If it'll save me or break me down more? I wanna change a lot within 1 month and a few days. I probably took too long to drastically change how I do things and how I look. Don't get me wrong I think my face is alright, I can walk, talk, text, and etc.. I just wanted to look way better then what I do now and all I did was waste another summer. I could have lost so much, but my mood swings are just crazy.... I'm too embarrassed to work out when people are in the house. I basically just messed up my start at a new school for my junior year.