Wrestling with shyness and social aniexty

  Work at the child care: It has not been easy there but I sure am learning a lot about myself and I am trying out new behaviour. First of all I have told my supervisor how I honestly feel about the addition of extra work without additional support. It is quite new for me to speak up to someone of authority so bluntly but I am doing it and it feels very good. I did the same thing with the consultant from children services I hold her exactly how I am about the new assignment coming up. It was very scary and I was more "out of it" with anxiety but I am glad I spoke up!! Since I did so the new assignment will not be officially starting until the fall and I willbe receiving help preparing for it. New job: My current job is par-time. I would like to make more money to make it morecomfortable for me and my family. I would also like to be able to buy a car etc..I am having a lot of anxiety about going for interviews etc... Letting my currentboss down if I quit working there to take another job and making a big mistaketaking a new job[being laid off or fired]. My goal is to start tackling all this in April.What a mess!!!  Relationships with others: Although I have some issues with the people in my life, I have been keeping to my goal of "live and let live". I still feel a lot of changing emotions and my thoughts sometimes go negative but not for long. I keep returning to the present moment, to calm and satisfied states and even happy states of existence!!!   Wishing everyone peace and happiness!!!