Wrecked

I am totally confused, I was feelign suicidal, so My boyfriend asked me to marry him to keepĀ 
me from killing myself, I mean I should feel great he asked right? wrong I feel worse than I did before, I don't know what to do, it feel stotally wrong for me to say yes, not because I don't lov ehim but because I do, and I want it to happen under better circumstances.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Remember, you would be missed if you took your life. I want you to know that your friendship gives me hope that things will get better. If you ever feel like that please message me.
Sabriela
Sabriela

Thank you so much, your an inspiration to me, just life gets hard and
breathing gets hard, I feel so alone,like I am the only one that feels this way, and I feel like I can scream as loud as I want but nobody will hear cause they don\'t knwo how to listen, Like I don\'t matter.