wreck.

i am a wreck today. i overslept thinking it would be good for me. my plans that were gonna distract me from my misery got canceled. i cant get ahold of the one person that can make or break my day. i feel sooo alone, and rejected, and abandoned and forgotten. its like i could die right now! and i doubt anyone would notice. then i started crying and crying. and crying some more. then i started havin trouble breathing. and i was like hyperventalating. and shaking. and i was just pacing back and forth. and for some reason brushing my hair calmd me down, which im seriously considering as a sign of being fucken crazy. ughhhlsdkjflskdjfsd.fsd. its no wonder im rejected. im so not good enough. i hate anxiey. and i hate feeling depressed and soooo fucken lonely. ughhhh. i miss my life, the way it used to be. it used to be soooo perfect. and everything just crashed!!!!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

hey sweetie try and breathe take it second by second baby steps at a time. i would notic alot and belive me your not going crazy haha im sure we have all bee there. try and do something t hat will keep u distracted and busy. hugs here 4 u xoxo
FinalFantasy
FinalFantasy

Hey just try and figure out what makes you happy. And then go after them. One by one. Start by the person your with. Have him help you get these things done. Figure a path back to the way things used to be before. Stay strong ((hugs))
~Joe