Wow, that was a while ago...

SO I have been a member of daily strength since 2007, it says 2008, but I actually lost my password and login to my previous 2007  account. So I had to create another account. Well, I actually found an old post in the advice column that somone apparently replied to, like 2 years later!! Anyways I looked at some of my old journals and it was amazing to see my feelings and realizing that I have been trying  for almost 4 years. It doesn't seem like  a lot to some but it seems like an eternity to me. I was reading past hopeful times and past let downs. It reminds me of how far I've come and how sweet it is to finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.  I start BCP hopefully this weekend and pray that my time will finally be here to be the mom that I wrote about back in 2007. I wrote "I pray that God will finally say yes, it's your turn" I feel like he decided that it's my turn to send my babies to me. Yes, I said babies because I would love to have twins and be done!!   Hear that God, I'll take twins!! or whatever you bless me with!!  peace and love ladiesMakita