Wow its been hard..
These last couple of days have been sooooo hard in this journey. I have had a hard time staying positive lately. I have been mean to my husband because I get sooo jeolous that he has a child and I don't. I feel like I just dont want to be married because sometimes being married reminds me of the family that I seem to cant have!! MY GOODNES I AM SOOOO FRUSTRATED I FEEL LIKE MY TIME WILL NEVER EVER COME!! I KNOW THAT NOT MY WILL BUT YOURS BE DONE GOD, BUT IT HURTS SOO BAD!! I WANT TO BE A MOMMY! =(
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It\'s okay to feel those feelings, because God gave them to us. But I know that you know that as believers, we have the power to overcome. I pray that your spirit is refreshed and you are not subject to your emotions, but they become subject to the Word of God. God\'s word has preeminence in your life. Take it, plant it in your heart. Trust me, I understand this faith walk. I waited for 7.5 years and felt it would never come at times. But I held on and continued to believe no matter what it looked like. I am 37 in October and was ttc since I was 28 years old. So, in HIS time! Stay positive, ONLY speak life and be sure to process your feelings. But as you process praise God for the promise and for your manifestation He will deliver to you! I truly understand and pray for you! Love you in the love of Christ!
I\'m praying that you find strength and hold on to the pronises of God. Believe me when I say I know how hard it can get and is sometimes. Don\'t give up, just remind God what his words says about what he has promised and he will give you the desires of your heart. YOur emotions are real and true, however never let them rule you but you rule your emotions. Speak life to every sitaution in your life and to the life of those around you. God says his word\'s are life. Proverbs 4:20. Be blessed and keep the faith.