wow!!! is this med cocktail finally working?

I guess I'll write another JE even tho no comments were made on the last one.kinda sad about it but how can i possibly have comments made when i have been on here sooo inconsistently as of late.Today i'm feeling well, yesterday feeling well and the day b4 well too.my meds were increased again and i hope this is the cocktail that works altho im so afraid b/c of my 9 day stint of happiness that just came crashing down on me once again. I know i should try to live for right now but i cant help but be worried about tomorrow b/c of the history of what's happened here with this dreaded illness. Well for right now, i feel very well.wow!!!

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I wrote a comment on ur last je sweetie! I always check to see if u wrote one. It bothers me that such a wonderful woman like you has to go thru this crap; mixed emotions, med increases, et c...! BP is one F\'d up condition. Hoping you find relief soon (albeit whatever form besides alcohol dear heart!)
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I wish I had something to pick up my energy level. When I hit home, all I want to do is sleep! But this med has kept me in a good mood!