Wow, been a long time

It's been a really long time since I've been on here. But I'd like to write out where I'm at. In some ways, things have gotton really bad. A month ago, I started a new med that really felt like it was working... until about a week ago when I totally crashed. Back to having insane panic attacks and meltdowns. I'm really scared about what's going to happen to me. I'm also kinda stressed out about all the dance practices I have going on, even though I love dance. The biggest stressor is college applications. Early application is in November, and I want to hit that deadline for a bunch of schools. I've been freaking out a lot about that, but someone really smart told me to just slow down and prioritize. Things are starting to get a little more under control. The best thing that's been happening to me is I'm realizing I'm not as alone as I thought. Im not sure what will happen or if this will last, but I have a couple of really awesome and supportive people in my life and I love them for being there for me. So I set out to write a positive bit, and I would say mission accomplished. Hopefully things will get better, but until they do, I know who has my back.