wow
Just had another major cataclismic event happen that is to personal to talk about.
Oh well, God is good
i'll be ok, but wow, and i mean WOW! this one was personally deep. I know this is a anonomus form that one can be personal on but there are some things are just meant to be kept to ones self. This could be life changing.
To all my friends i wish, hope, pray (take your pick) that your hollidays are rewarding and wonderful. that each and every one of you can find peace in your hearts and continue in the kind, compassionate works that you do here. there is so much pain in this world and to some, you are thier only light. Keep shining in the blackest of night, you may not see it but be assured someone else does and you could be leading someone out of a blinding blackness and back into hope.
I'm not going to do anything stupid, even though the above sounds like a goodbye in a forever way. but it's not. I'll be back to my normal self tommorow and deal with this one with my higher. He's never let me down. I hope that others can find peace in thier belief, don't care what it is, it's a precious thing and if you believe it, it's absolutley true.
It is better to spread love and kindness in my moment of pain than scream or rant. better to be humble and pray for you all than demand explinations or retribution. this is my moment of true weakness and in it i hope to be invincable. Many of you are my family, many of you i have had far better conversations with than those i see everyday face to face. Many of you know me better than my own blood family. for this i really thank you all, it is your care that has strengthened me to deal with such situations as this. I hope that my present to you this christmas is a kind word when you need it or a helping hug that lifts your day.
Some days you just got to laugh when theres nothing to laugh at. It'll be ok, the sun has gone down and tommorow will be a new day. With Love
Solomon...out
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Lovely can I just say, sometimes it’s ok to feel not ok. Sometimes it’s ok to take a moment and feel what you need to feel, be it sad, upset, mad, cry etc.
Take your moment, do what you need to do. Let your feelings be felt, and know that it’s truly ok to do and be and feel that way.
You can then be strong and be ok and get back to life and have the love and light of god support you back on track and begin your journey again. It will still be there, right there waiting for you when your ready to take it again.
We can’t always be strong all the time. We are not invincible, superhuman and it’s ok.
If you need a moment. Take it.
Xx
Thinking of you and here for you if you ever need to talk xx
I'm pretty convinced the notion that some things are too personal to talk about is the very notion which allows for some of the world's meanest atrocities. Civil taboos don't seem to change the bio-drives a bit. They only marginalize and isolate the victims, cutting them off from potential solutions.
So opineth The Arf. . .
Continued support while you sort your own.
Arfie your point of well taken. But this is something that cannot be said not out of dark dealings but the vastness of ways and opinions it can be viewed that unless your me, you wouldn't have a full understanding of the situation. But I enjoy the thoughts arfie