WOW, 1 YEAR ON DS.

I LOOKED BACK ON MY FIRST ENTRY, AND REMEMBERED ALL THE PAIN AND TERMOIL I WAS IN, AND I LOOK AT MY LIFE NOW AND SMILE WITH A HAPPY TEAR IN MY EYE OF HOW WONDERFUL JESUS IS, AND HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE.  IT'S ALWAY AWESOME TO LOOK BACK, AND SEE HOW GOD HAS TRULY FORFILLED HIS WORD AND WORKED ALL THINGS TOGETHER FOR GOOD.   I SEE MY SON 4 TO 5 DAYS A WEEK, AND I AM ABLE TO HAVE A WORKING RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS MOM WHEN IT COMES TO HIM.  IN DEALINGS WITH HER, I AM SO GLAD THAT WE AREN'T MARRIED ANYMORE BECAUSE WE ARE JUST 2 DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE WHO JUST DIDN'T MESH, BUT WE WERE ABLE TO SET ASIDE OUR DIFFERENCES WITH EACH OTHER SO OUR SON COULD TRULY KNOW BOTH HIS PARENTS AND HAVE A MEANINGFUL RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS MOMMY AND HIS DADDY. I AM OVER-JOYED WITH MY NEW WIFE, DANIELLE, AND AM AMAZED AT THE CONNECTIONS THAT WE HAVE DOWN TO OUR VARY SOULS.  SHE IS INCREDIBLY AWESOME, AND INSPIRES ME TO BE AWESOME TO HER IN RETURN.  I AM A MEAN PERSON SOMETIMES JUST FOR THE SAKE OF BEING MEAN AS IF IT WAS ALMOST CHEAP ENTERTAINMENT FOR ME, BUT I KNOW THAT IF THIS WAS EVER TO END, THAT I UNNECESSARILY AND SEVERELY FUCKED THIS ONE UP SINGLE-HANDEDLY.  SHE IS MY PERFECT AND WONDERFUL ANGEL THAT THE LORD HAS HAND SELECTED FOR MY COMPLETION AND ULTIMATE FORFILLMENT.  WE CONNECT AND MESH IN A WAY THAT IS ABSOLUTELY UNCANNY.  WE COMMUNICATE AND UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER SO WELL THAT IT JUST SHOCKS ME THAT ANYONE COULD GET ME AND STILL LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY THE WAY SHE DOES ON A MOMENT BY MOMENT BASIS.  SHE KNEW WHO I TRULY WAS FROM DAY ONE AND HAS ACCEPTED ALL OF IT WITH AN UNDERSTANDING THAT IS FILLED UTTERLY AND COMPLETELY WITH THE GRACE OF GOD.  IT IS GETTING TO BE PERFECT GOLFING SEASON AROUND HERE, AND IT LOOKS THAT WE ARE FINALLY GETTING TO A POINT ON OUR FEET FINANCIALLY, WHEN, AS OF MAY 8,  I CAN TAKE A COUPLE DAYS A MONTH AND GET OUT TO ENJOY A PASSION THAT WAS ALL BUT EXTINGUISHED ON THE BACK BURNER OF LIFE.  I DON'T REMEMBER PLAYING SINCE DECEMBER 23, OF 2006 WHEN I PLAYED WITH ABOUT 7 OTHER BROTHAS ON THE COURSE IN MY OLD HOOD WHERE I GREW UP.  THAT LAST ROUND WITH THE HOMIES, LEAD TO AN EXCITING VENTURE THAT WOULD LEAD ME TO THE FRONT DOOR OF THIS HOT BLONDE CHICK'S APARTMENT ON DEC. 30TH OF 2006.  LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT I WOULD FALL MADLY IN LOVE WITH THAT HOT BLONDE CHICK, AND SHE WOULD BE MY LAWFULLY WEDDED WIFE 6 MONTHS LATER.  SHE IS MY SOULS PERFECT MATCH AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.  WOW, HOW LIFE DOES CHANGE MIRACULOUSLY FOR THE BETTER IN JUST A YEARS TIME, AND I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE HOW MUCH LIFE WILL CONTINUE TO IMPROVE, AND LOOK BACK IN AMAZEMENT A YEAR FROM NOW TO SEE THE JOY THAT I FEEL ON THIS DAY.