Would they ever end

When I looked in the mirror to do my hair tis morning, I saw the scar my mother put on me.  I was transformed back to that little kid, it felt like I was there I woke up and blood was dripping from my nose and from my chest. I didn't know why, she appeared out of no where to say I did it because you slept with my husband.  What a shitty day, but I got really good at not being in my body and moving through the day as if it wasn't me.  I wish the flash backs did not affect me