Worst Day of my Life

Yesterday was the single most worst day of my life.  I had my husband, father of my children and best friend taken away from me and there was nothing I could do to stop it from happening.  

I don't know how long he is gone for, I don't now it I will get him back this week or in 20 years from now.  I have never cried so much I don't know how or when it will ever stop.  

I am so scared for him.  There is nothing I can do to make it better.  He is the most caring person with the biggest heart.  I would give anything to be having one of our stupid dumb fights because that would mean he was here to have it with me. 

I pray that tomorrow brings good news.