worried i messed things up

im so afriad i messed things up with my mentor friend. i feel like she thought i was bugging her cuz of me emailing her. i didnt mean for it to seem that way, i just miss her already, and i really need her cuz im going through alot right now. she hasnt emailed me in a while. does anyone think i messed things up????   im so worried i did cuz she hasnt responded to my email. i hope i didnt lose her!  :(