Working is helping me cope better

Well, I'm working two days a week right now at the vet clinic and that has helped me a little bit.  When I'm working, I don't have time to sit around and think about the past and how much I miss him.  I still hate how I immediately think of all this shit the second I get in my car to drive home though.  I really need to try to get a social life in this new town but that's hard when I'm shy! I would feel better if I was at least living in my own place and not with my family. So anyway, I'm grateful to be working some right now and grateful for the moments of peace when my mind is not in the past.  I think what bothers me the most about this divorce is that he used to be so passionate AND compassionate about our relationship and now, he has somehow shut off those emotions (at least he isn't letting it show to me no matter what I say to him). My heart can't take this heartbreak much longer, I'm afraid.