Working harder for 2010

Things are much better between us and I'm feeling more optomistic these days. She knows I love her I'm sure of that but of course it must have been tough for her to make the decision to stick around. She's one hell of a woman and I sometimes think I'm not worthy of such a fine person. I guess the shitty low self esteem comes with this damned condition we have or is it just me? To all my friends I wish you a great year in 2010 and enjoy the Xmas break.