work with it..

A friend of mine said this to me.."Don't let yesterday take up too much of today. That is all we have to work with". I thought alot about that. What I've come up with is that I HAD yesterday, I HAVE today, maybe I'll have tomorrow. In AA they say "if you have one foot in yesterday and one in tomorrow, your pooping all over today." I can't forget alot of things that happened. I may never forget. But I can live past it. I have spent years looking over my shoulder only to walk into parking meters. To what end? It only brought me heartache and pain. I am beginning to start a new recovery from my addiction to pornography and sex. In the past I've tried and failed, but that's because I was either looking over my shoulder or looking too far ahead. I complicated the heck of it. I had grand schemes and outrageous ideas. I am going back to a simple, easy to use program of recovery, its called "KISS"..."Keep It Simple Stupid". Take life on God's terms, be honest, live for today, not use, go to meetings and ask for help. Today is my one day anniversary from pornography. Sound like a big deal out of a little accomplishment? For someone who hasn't had a single day in months without looking at pornography one day is HUGE!!
I had to see a podiatrist. She gave me a shot of cortizone in my heel. Ever had a shot in your foot? I hadn't before and did it hurt! It still does! I have to ice it for three days and rest it. Dang, how I am gonna do kitchen therapy? I could check out recipes. Speaking of recipes today I am gonna make me some fried pickles. I had some while I was in Florida and loved em. It won't take too much standing to make em.
Tomorrow I have my ECT in the morning. I feel really good and tomorrow I'll feel even better. It's like putting ice cream on cake then adding chocolate syrup and sprinkles. Now I want cake....lol!
Have a wonderful day!