work today mostly waiting

so my computer crashed this morning and i had to wait as my reinstall went through. now i am waiting for my project install to complete...so i figured i'd add to my journal...why not! i've had a pretty good day so far. it's sunny out and the hockey game is going to be on at 7pm so i have something to look forward to tonight. some of my friends are stopping by to watch so that will be cool!  even though i'm having a "good" day those underlying nasty thoughts are still hiding in the shadows waiting to try and take me down. i guess healing is all about taking small steps to recovery. i can't change my current situation for the next several years so i have to learn to deal with it as is for now...this will be my ultimate lesson to date! i pray God allows me the strength to endure and come out of this a better, stronger person :)