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i love being a paramedic and a paraprofessional but i just dont ever feel  satisfied. I love being able to help people  especially one with mental health issues, and kids. I would feel better being a para if i was not judged because i am a male. I know i can do great things in my short life but i dont know how or what. I have now almost died twice once when i was born and just around 30 years old. I am still here cuz i am ment to do something special and important with a impact but im so lost. I always have ideas for ways to help people but never know how to do them. There are days i feel good but most i feel like i am failing everyone including my family. Truly im lost.