Wondering about work

Well today is day 9 on my new medicine. Not much change but I know they take time. Time is what I dont have. I have been off of work for a while now while trying to get my meds adjusted and find the right one. The anxiety has been so bad that it has kept me from doing my normal day to day activities. I am on FMLA and it runs out July 27. Not sure what is going to happen. They may let me go if I am not able to go back. Sometimes I regret telling them about my condition because ever since then they have gave me a hard time about being off work. I sometimes think it would be good if they did let me go but then I am scared because there are not many jobs out there. I know the job itself is causing a lot of my stress. What do I do???? My doctor told me it could take up to 6 months to get me feeling better to where I would be able to function again. I think work thinks that I am lying about how many meds they have tried on me in the last couple of months. I tried working at first whle we did the medicine change but it didnt work. I work crazy hours and was not able to keep taking my medicine like I should because of the side effects i was having. Mostly them making me tired all the time. anyway i am not sure what is going to happen but we will just wait and see. like my doctor says if i dont get better i wont be able to do anyhing.